And I'm grouchy.
I'm still trying to climb out of the pit of sickness - still very short of breath and unable to do tasks for very long. I was able to rake one pile of leaves yesterday before the coughing got to me. An hour later, I was able to bag 3 bags of leaves before having to quit. I still can't climb a flight of stairs with any great deal of pep in my step.
Church is in an hour, and I don't feel like going.
And if I'm being honest, I really don't even feel like going to Thanksgiving Dinner tonight.
I feel like my life is ruled by projects and lack of energy. Every time I turn around, there's another project to do. I can't even keep up with what I've got, for cryin' out loud! Last night the kitchen was a disaster (making dinner, as well as desserts for today's thanksgiving dinner), I am 7 loads behind on laundry, I have 3 extremely disgustingly dirty bathrooms, and a floor with evidence of two small children being a little squirmy at the table. Every time I turn around, my office has become more of a catch-all for everyone else's junk, piling higher and higher on 'my' half of the desk.
Just because I am feeling slightly better does NOT mean I have the energy of superwoman. I am dizzy and nearly passing out several times a day. I can hardly keep up with what I have...no, I definitely can NOT keep up with what I have at this point. I'm beyond frustrated. Makes me want to crawl into a hole and wish Mary Poppins would show up.
Yup, I'm grumpy.
I guess I'm just keeping it real. *sigh*
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